Hurt

[AzzyWazzy]

I have bared you my soul,

I gave you my all.

Yet here I lay in pain, lonely and not whole.

Why don't I deserve a call?

You said I was your queen,

You said we're always together.

As you wake when I wake, And you rest when I rest.

You said I was your dopamine,

You said I made you better.

One day you say you understand,

I love hard, you see me.

Yet you put my love through the third degree.

Have i not done what's planned?

Can you not see... Me?

What happened to love above all?

I was your rock and I was your purpose. Now all I feel is a wall.

Am i just a weight?

Am I nothing but a dis-service?

I know how big my love can be.

What you get is me times three.

There's me and two mini me's.

My love is deep, but theirs are the seas.

Our love is great, as big as can be.

For us I would lose sleep.

I would lose days, and happily fall in a heap.

I would give up my limb, my heart and every whim.

But I need the same dedication.

My love mirrored, a strong foundation.

I deserve to be loved as hard.

What I give returned, loved without condition.

Am I still your queen?

Am I still your everything?

Am I not understanding what you mean?

Are my expectations hindering?

How much more can I show you?

How many tears do I have to cry for you to care?

Why do I deserve to be lied to?

Is this love beyond repair?