27-06-2024 07:28 PM
27-06-2024 07:28 PM
27-06-2024 07:42 PM
27-06-2024 07:42 PM
I can't distract myself @creative_writer I can't contribute to it.
It's on happiness. All I feel is despair
It's all too intense tonight
I can't stay
27-06-2024 08:15 PM
27-06-2024 08:15 PM
Please take care @Snowie . I'm here for a bit longer if you need company.
27-06-2024 08:19 PM
27-06-2024 08:19 PM
28-06-2024 07:57 AM
28-06-2024 07:57 AM
@Snowie That rotten SW!! Can you sack him?! Tell him not to pretend to be a SW to you any more?
I'm so sorry it caused your thoughts and SH to deteriorate 😢
Were you able to sleep last night? I hope you are safe 🤞
Sending care 💙
28-06-2024 01:56 PM
28-06-2024 01:56 PM
@NatureLover I wish my pdoc was around so I could message him.
I didn't sleep well.
I made a really bad decision last night. It's not helping me today.
Sorry I'm so negative.
I really hope today is going well for you.
28-06-2024 03:07 PM
28-06-2024 03:07 PM
So my SW just called me. He said he was sick yesterday. Sounded fine on the phone today. So sick he couldn't at least send me a message? Stupid me says "that's ok, no problem"
H angry with me after what I did, me angry with myself for not standing up for myself. Just turning into a day like yesterday.
28-06-2024 03:22 PM
28-06-2024 03:22 PM
A good organisation would have called you @Snowie to let you know that he wasn’t in today. I get a call from another SW if mine is away. It’s not good enough for you
28-06-2024 03:51 PM
28-06-2024 03:51 PM
I know I shouldn't but it makes me think there is something wrong with me @Bow.
That I'm not worth it, that he doesn't care enough. And even though these visits were temporary, I still allow it to get to me. To the point where my sh and si get out of control.
29-06-2024 07:23 AM
29-06-2024 07:23 AM
@Snowie Was that the last supposed session with the SW? I hope so, that you won't be bothered with him any more. He's done more damage than good. In fact, I don't think he's done any good, has he? I hope you get a chance to give feedback to the organisation at the end.
When does your pdoc come back?
@Snowie wrote:I made a really bad decision last night. It's not helping me today.
I think we do whatever we can to survive and get through the day when the pain is so bad, dear @Snowie . I hope you won't beat yourself up.
I hope you slept better last night and that today is a better day for you 🤞
Sending lots of care 💙
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