Thank you, the hardest part right now is trying to imagine what it will be like living without him. But knowing I must live on for my other children also...I have been suicidal which os why I reached out and got help. The pull to be with my son is so strong but I know my other children need their mum... It's not easy. Thank you for your message.
@EmilyN, I am so glad you decided to connect with us here. I can hear your children mean so much to you, and it sounds like they really help to keep you safe and grounded. Still, I want to make sure we are here for you to the best of our capacity. It would be helpful to know if you are safe tonight or if you have a safety plan in place? Please let me know when you can. I am looking forward to speaking with you more soon.
