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made myself go for walk. Been on steady stream of food treats lately til checked scales lol so got no emotional eating now ugh so things all a bit much lol @greenpea  will have bath later

[greenpea]

@TABs yes I want to do a Network on myself.

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@TABs that is some nerve! wtf!

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do not know what that is @greenpea  was getting man shake told self yest, but in first shop got in a bit of a tizz over self serve embarressed my self lol not going through that again in a hurry, will queue up and go at quiet times 

[greenpea]

@TABs I use lady shake I think optifast works better but made my hair fall out .... fat with hair is better than bald and skinny for women anyway. If I was a bloke I would go for optifast it made a huge difference to my weight imho.,

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couple other people did that over the years, a really bad employer came to caravan park and banged on door after I got cold feet after getting job . turns out they have a really bad reputation, prob the worst employer in the state or top 5 lol, other one was brother in law, I stupidly answered door, but he just wanted pound of flesh, did not get me anywhere, he didnt give me work for years after that ok had a sickie lol, @greenpea  EDIT

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hmm o one is at chemist think heard its full of sugar  ? will look its VLCD anyway then @greenpea  and thats what I need

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@TABs I am going to talk to my ex about the stuff that has been bothering me for 7 years! 😮 well the stuff that I can remember anyway . There are alot of gaps. I cannot remember alot of things.

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will that help things @greenpea  ?

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@TABs I dont know. Probably not. It could destroy my family ..... Oh TABs. It could end up with me in jail all because I was mentally ill and I now remember. Part of it anyway. What should I do? What would you do?