My special place

[Snowie]

I've got it on silent at the moment @Ru-bee Trying to ignore. If I don't respond, they just start calling.

H is at work so he can't be that contact point. 

I've been trying to distract myself this morning. Trying to get my head in a different place. I'm using my sp.

[Ru-bee]

Any distractions working at the moment @Snowie?  

[Snowie]

Was outside with the dog @Ru-bee but it got too cold.

Been ironing! Boring to do but keeps my hands occupied.

Also been journalling, trying to get it all down.

[Snowie]

I'm in bed now hiding

I've made the call

Thanks anyway

[Ru-bee]

What call did you make @Snowie? I'm here with you

[Snowie]

I called LL @Ru-bee 

[Ru-bee]

Good on you for making that call @Snowie how are you feeling about it?

[Snowie]

I hate making that call @Ru-bee I'm scared someone will show up at the door. I hope not.

But I promised my pdoc I would if it got to that point. 

[Ru-bee]

yeah it's not an easy call to make but I'm proud of you for doing it and keeping that promise @Snowie 

[Snowie]

Not going to see her today @Ru-bee I just can't do it, I need a break.

She's tired anyway and keeps falling asleep from the amount of meds she is on.

I called and got an update so texted everyone. 

I'm trying to do what they said, I don't want to call again