Hi @AnonymousEmpath,

I'm really sorry to read how challenging things are for you. It does sound really hard and a lot to sit with. 

Whilst the Forums are here for people needing support it isn't a crisis centre or a counselling service so if you or anyone reading this ever do need crisis support you can call the following services for immediate support: 

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat 

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling 

Samaritans: 135 247 

If in immediate danger: 000 

Whilst I understand your question regarding medication and empathise with you around this one of the guidelines / rules of using the Forums is members can't discuss medications so please refrain from this topic.

Kind regards,

FloatingFeather