My special place

[creative_writer]

@Snowie glad to hear H is a safe person for you, it helps. Sometimes we do need to get out even though it is hard at times

[tyme]

Yeah. I agree with @creative_writer , at least he's your security blanket. 

I'm pretty independent, but it makes me think what things will be like when I'm older.

[Snowie]

@creative_writer @tyme I think he can tell when I'm going to loose it in public and go into panic mode.

I will go up the street without him, but any where else, normally with him.

[Snowie]

Just had a message from my psych. She is sick and has cancelled tomorrow's appointment 😔

At least she messaged me, better than the SW. I know she can't help it but really needed that appt. Had already written down some things. Now another 2 week wait 😢

[creative_writer]

@Snowie sorry to hear about the psych appointment, it is true life happens. You can always reach out to a helpline like SANE if you need someone to talk. Holding the space for you 💖🫂

[NatureLover]

@Snowie  Sorry to hear about your psych cancelling 😢 2 weeks is ages when you're in need 😣

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@NatureLover I am meant to have another 7 sessions with him. I don't think I will bother.

He has done more damage, I don't think I can deal with it anymore.

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I think you should sack him. He's a rotten SW. No suppport at all. 

Sorry to hear you had people at your door after calling LL 😢

Hope you are coping dear @Snowie 💙

[Snowie]

Hi @NatureLover I hope your day is going ok hon.

Managed to get up the street today. Went with D to get my nails done. Did it at the time when I was meant to see my psych today. Thought it might be good timing, instead of just sitting at home annoyed that it got cancelled. I think it helped.

Now on the couch under my weighted blanket with my oodie and heater on. So so cold here! I shouldn't complain, when we go to the snow it will be even colder!!

[NatureLover]

I agree, I can't seem to get warm this winter @Snowie .

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@Snowie wrote:

Managed to get up the street today. Went with D to get my nails done. Did it at the time when I was meant to see my psych today. Thought it might be good timing, instead of just sitting at home annoyed that it got cancelled. I think it helped.

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This sounded like a great idea, well done. 

Hope today your thoughts are manageable 💙

[Snowie]

Good afternoon @NatureLover 

Hoping the day is being kind to you.

Had ECT this morning. The two nice nurses that are usually on weren't today. Didn't get asked the normal questions.

[Snowie]

To all my forum friends.

Tomorrow I am heading up to the snow with my family. Yes, Snowie will be in her element!

Will be up there for about 12 days.

During this time I won't be on the forums as much as usual. I will still be checking my emails so feel free to still tag me. Just didn't want anyone to worry why I have gone quiet.

Will miss you all and sending lots of love to all 💕💕